Secondary school

dear bloggers,
people say seconday school is a cool place were you find love gain popularity but it is more than that... September last year i got excepted into one of the newest schools in are aria. me and my mum new that i would find secondary school a challenge but we had no idea how much of one, i remember the first day, i was confident i thought stepping into the play aria that i would have the best time ever, i would make lots of friends get good grades get a boyfriend but then it all went down hill. a few days in i had my first stress attack. everybody gets stressed but my stress was much different. because of my traumatic past i automatically got over protective as soon as someone told me i was doing somthing wrong. my palms were all sweaty my heart was racing my eyes pouring out tears my head against the toilet door. my stress attacks got worse by the day people tried to help but they just made it worse. after a term my mum took me out of school because she said i should enjoy school not hide in the car till the bell goes. my mum took a sickness week of from work to sort me out... days turned to weeks, weeks turned to months. my mum waited till my stress leavls were low before she singed the papers and handed me over to a special school who deal with children with traumatic past and people who havent settled into secondary school very well. at the moment i am doing Skype lessons as it (once again) was to stressful to go into class i am enjoying them... sort of but if i wasn't enjoying them it was nothing to do with stress. on Friday i am going to start at a Steiner school. we think this will be my final stop, i will let you know if anything changes.
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written by bloggymoggy